Behind Me Lies Another Fallen Soldier in As I Lay Dying

I want to bring you all that is in my heart
I want to give you my everything
But I've failed you,
I've failed you so many times
How can I stand here?
How can I stand here before you?

How can I stand here before you?
When I begin to steal what only belongs to you,
What only belongs to you

I am able to bring you nothing that isn't already yours
I am so ashamed,
I am so ashamed of what I ever called my own
Take what I have, take these broken remains
What can I give to you that you don't already deserve?

You laid down your life when I refused to give mine.