Juttered in Assorted Jelly Beans

What does this all mean, where is my escape, sometimes it seems like nothing I do is right

Sometimes it seems like nothing I do is right,
frustration takes hold situations grow old,
can't wait to party tonight,
it's the same old routine you've gotta break free,
just you wait and see, negativity is your enemy,
you better think twice better sacrifice

For the time being, things are looking great,
got these pictures in my head and I hope you can relate

For the time being, things are looking great,
got these pictures in my head and I hope you can relate, what does all this mean, where is my escape,
is it just around the corner how am I gonna regulate

It's all up to you what you do with your life,
if you learn to be strong you can win the fight that's when you start to see with your own eyes,
and stop wearing a silly disguise.