The Gift in Breakdown Of Sanity

I was falling for a long time
Almost everything I knew became more fucking worthless
So many promises, so much energy

All I want is silence, all I want is peace, all I want is you
No more reason for searching for what I always expected from life
No more reason for searching

New direction, new fuckin' rules
You caught me on my way to my new life

I think it's time to act selfishly

You caught me on my way to my new life
Memories of a time before distrust and pain

Perhaps a dream, perhaps a trap
But not this time, it's too different
My pulse is slowing, is slowing down, my eyes are closed now

And I create a picture in my head

A picture of the time, I draw it with my mind
It's colorful and bright
It's no longer waiting, from today it's arriving

This time I can see the sky, the first time I don't look back
What the fuck

No more walls, no more lies, I can breathe until after the sundown
My glowing heart, just awakened perfection within reach
My sad memories, you make them look like fading dust

I am the air, I am the ground, nothing can burn me down
Nothing can burn me down nothing, yeah!
I really missed this feeling, now I don't fear myself anymore

Open mind, open ways, my future turns to light
Hope has come to find me, oh! My real destination
This is the control I was waiting for, it makes me unbreakable

I remember who I am, what I was, what I've become