Unspoken Word in Feeling Left Out

You'll never know the meaning of a nice day
When the leaves cast shading
shadows on your face
I wonder what went so wrong

I'm sorry that you're gone
I hope you're in a better
place where your heart doesn't ache

I guess it's better to never know

A voice you'll never use
A breath you'll never take
It's non-existent
For your mother's sake

How did you feel?
Knowing you were so unwanted
I'm sorry I couldn't meet you
We could have been friends

But instead your mommy's
living better now that
there's no life to defend

You'll never know the feeling
of your first kiss
How your nerves send subtle shocks
through your lips
And your heart beats through your chest