Fear Of A Blank Planet
Sunlight coming through the haze.
No gaps in the blind to let it inside.
The bed is unmade.
Some music still plays.
Tv, yeah it's always on,
The flicker of the screen.
A movie actress screams.
I'm basking in the shit flowing out of it.
I'm stoned in the mall again.
Terminally bored shuffling round the stores
And shoplifting is getting so last year's thing.
X-box is a god to me.
A finger on the switch.
My mother is a bitch,
My father gave up ever trying to talk to me.
Don't try engaging me.
The vaguest of shrugs.
The prescription drugs
You'll never find a person inside.
My face is mogadon.
Curiosity?
Has given up on me.
I'm tuning out desires,
The pills are on the rise.
How can be sure i'm here?
The pills that i've been taking confuse me.
I need to know that someone sees that
There's nothing left i simply am not here.
I'm through with pornography.
The acting is lame
The action is tame
Explicitly dull arousal annulled.
Your mouth should be boarded up
Talking all day with nothing to say.
Your shallow proclamations
All misinformation.
My friend says he wants to die.
He's in a band they sound like pearl jam.
The clothes are all black,
The music is crap.
In school i don't concentrate
And sex is kinda fun,
But just another one of all
The empty ways of using up a day.
How can be sure i'm here?
The pills that i've been taking confuse me.
I need to know that someone sees that
There's nothing left i simply am not here.
Bipolar disorder can't deal with the boredom.
You don't try to be liked,
You don't mind.
You feel no sun.
You steal a gun to kill time.
You're somewhere, you're nowhere.
You don't care.
You catch the breeze.
You still the leaves..
So now where?
incorrect video?