Miracle in Solitary Experiments

Something went wrong I don't know why and how strong
It already has pulled me down onto the ground
Loss of control, I'm tumbling around
I don't know really what happened to me

And as I opened my eyes (it's like a miracle)
Things became more clearer inside (first seems invisible)
The truth hurts more than misery (almost inconceivable)
But for a moment I felt free (and then familiarly)

I'm searching in vain for responses
I've lost in earlier times when I still knew whom I could trust
The truth before eyes and the mirror in the hand
I place myself the question about the sense

And as I opened my eyes (it's like a miracle)
Things became more clearer inside (first seems invisible)
The truth hurts more than misery (almost inconceivable)
But for a moment I felt free (and then familiarly)