Sense Of Belonging in Solitary Experiments

It's about time
always on the run
to searching for something
bright light to warm up my heart
and reduce all suffering
tired of life
looking around for a moment of resting
a lifetime in loneliness seems everlasting

What have I done, whether I lost or won,
not the smallest notion, where I belong
all these feelings inside, whether wrong or right
I did it with devotion