The Dark Inside Me in Solitary Experiments

Every moment I have failed
was a torture for your soul
steered by demons, who had climbed up from my own

I close my fingers to a fist
try to figure, how it feels
when the wickedness comes over me again

And for the first time I went too far,
there's no excuse, the things I've done I can't deny
and for a last time you say goodbye,
don't waste a tear it isn't worth to save a lie

Every single word, I said, hurt you more, than I expected
mental scars that never heal and will remain forever,

I close my eyes so I can't see
the dark that is inside of me
and the wickedness comes over me again

And for the first time I went too far,
there's no excuse, the things I've done I can't deny
and for a last time you say goodbye,
don't waste a tear it isn't worth to save a lie