Blind in SZA

N- want me to get ratchet
N- want me to attack it
Put the hood on, now they callin' me Cassius
Raunchy like Bob Saget
Greedy, I can't pass it
Eating everything, n-, no fasting
I don't care how much you knew me in the past tense
I ain't no Julia Stiles, this ain't no last dance
Way past it, way
F- on my ex 'cause he validate me
F- up a check, I don't want no receipt
Mind get possessed, let my spirit speak freely, hey
My past can't escape me
My p- precedes me
My, my, how the times change
I'm still playin' the victim
And you still playin' the pick-me
It's so embarrassing
All of the things I need, living inside of me
I can't see it
It's so embarrassing
All of the love I seek, living inside of me
I can't see, I'm blind
Blind, blind, blind, blind, blind
Blind, blind, blind, blind, blind
You ain't getting your b- back
"Calm down, sh- could be worse", never say that
I don't wanna pipe down, rather get payback
Mama told me, "Never sh- where you lay at"
I don't want righteousness
I hurt too much, I lost too much, I lust too much
I hit my clutch and vroom
Third day, pop out the tomb
I like when you pull your gun at the red light
I like all that violence, give me dysfunction
I like when you come, never stay the whole night
Better when you high, never tell me I'm wrong
'Cause my past can't escape me
My p- precedes me
My, my, how the times change
You still talking 'bout babies
And I'm still taking a Plan B
It's so embarrassing
All of the things I need, living inside of me
I can't see it
It's so embarrassing
All of the love I seek, living inside of me
I can't see, I'm blind
Blind, blind, blind, blind, blind
Blind, blind, blind, blind, blind